4. A continual flow of a sense of “I”… coming together…here for awhile…dispersing…

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A continual flow of a sense of “I”…
…..coming together…here for awhile…dispersing…..

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 . . . . . . . . each moment . . . . . . . .

.   .   .   .   .   .   .   each momentary sense of “I”   .   .   .    .    .    .    .

……..coming together…….here for awhile…….dispersing…….

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a vast number of previous factors ….
coming together in the present conditions of this moment
experienced as a momentary sense of a solid “I”…
that particular momentary sense of  “I”….
…….soon to be dispersing….dispersing…dispersing……

each momentary sense of “I”….
… in the continuing and continual flow of comings and goings…
…coming together….here for awhile….dispersing….

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each moment…
each momentary sense of  “I”….
… in the continuing and continual flow of comings and goings…
a continuing and continual flow of…a sense of  “I”
…coming together….here for awhile….dispersing….

……again….and….again….and….again….and….again….and….again…….

…..  “I” ……. “I” ……. “I” ……. “I” …… “I” …….

leading from past moments of …”I”

to this present moment of …..the experience of …. “I”


…..  “I” ……. “I” ……. “I” ……. “I” …… “I” ……. “I

Each  “I”  of the present moment….
coming out of the repeated multitude of past experiences of ……   “I”

…..  “I” ……. “I” ……. “I” ……. “I” …… “I” ……. “I”

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Each and every single sense or experience of “I”…
…believed to be “so”…believed to be “true”…

but……..perhaps we can hear a gentle breeze softly whispering….
“maybe not so….”      “maybe not so….”       “maybe not so….”

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the continuing and continual flow of the experience of a sense of …….”I”
the continual flow…the comings and goings…of multiple senses of “I”
all leading up to this particular present moment of…..  “I”

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Usually…
so subtle…so faint that we can barely recognize this dynamic

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We seem to think that the “I” of the moment is the one and only  “I”
But…. maybe, there is simply an ongoing flow of varied senses of “I”

Each “one”
…….each sense of  “I” …….
depending upon the conditions of the moment ….

Each sense of “I” ….
depending upon and coming out of….
our past habits, filters, imprints
and our personal interpretations of our life experiences

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The continuing and continual flow of a repeated sense of …….. “I”……..
each sense of “I” …..coming together…here for awhile…dispersing…

many, many, many…. varied experiencings  of “I”…
many varied qualities, many varied strengths and weaknesses,
many varied habits and patterns, many varied reactions…
all leading up to a present moment experience of …. “I”

…I feel…I think…I react…
I want… I like…I must have….
I don’t want…I don’t like…I must not have….
So much variety…so many “comings and goings…”
“coming together…here for awhile….dispersing….”
over…and over…and over again
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Each and every single sense or experience of “I”
…believed to be “so”…
believed to be “true”

But……..perhaps we can hear a gentle breeze softly whispering….
“maybe not so….”         “maybe not so….”          “maybe not so….”

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Each sense of “I” arises out of past experiences of previous senses of “I”…
past “experiences” of  “I”…….
experiences of “I”  that were completely influenced
by our personal patterns, habits, beliefs, opinions….
so many embedded patterns, habits, beliefs, opinions…
and so many personal filters…

the sense of “I” in each moment
influenced and determined by those deeply embedded personal filters of our minds…

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But we’re usually unaware of this dynamic…

Sooooooo…….
“Ohhhhh….of course” …
Of course, there’s a sense of   “I”
Of course, I believe each momentary sense of  “I”
Of course, I’m not consciously aware of this dynamic dominating the mind…

Of course, due to this dynmaic…this sense of “I” sometimes feels so BIG

“Ohhhhhhhhhhh…of course…”

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But…
just like the developing awareness of ….”ohhhh…of course….”

there can also be a developing awareness of….. “maybe not so…………”

Maybe this thought, feeling or reaction isn’t exactly “so”…
not as “true” as I think…

Maybe it’s a manifestation
of a multitude of past filtered thoughts, feelings and reactions that were also “not so…”

“maybe not so…..”

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becoming…”lightly” aware of… “maybe not so….”
“maybe not so…” for each past and present sense of ….”I”

The “present” sense of “I”…comes out of past senses of “I”
And since those past senses of  ” I” seem to lack “validity” = “may not be so…….”
then the present “I”  they’re built on, or evolving out of….  might not be so either….
Wow!

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Developing more of a clear sense of awareness of…
the continuing flow of….”maybe not so….” of those senses of ….  “I”

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A perception of …. “I” …..
“ohhhhhh, of course….”
hmmmm….????
“Maybe not so……………..”

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Whether or not we’re aware of these “maybe not so………….” dynamics….
we still can easily see that there’s a continuing flow of dynamic experiences of…
the sense of….”I”
the sense of a multitude of “I” ‘s

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A dynamic, energetic, continual and continuing  flow of experience….

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flow of comings and goings simply flowing

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Continually reminding ourselves to come back to the present moment…
to develop a deeper awareness of…
the amazing dynamics of each momentary sense of…. “I”

Wow!!!  AMAZING!!!!

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